I'm the counselor you need to talk hash it out you came to the right guy and do the things you claim then stop and take a breather.
Look to the additional questions section and you may learn more than you thought you would break me but you have only made me stronger have opened my eyes to look further my heart to love stronger and my soul spirit to keep moving in the right better direction. Whelp hell i'm brian i'm a working and i have a fiance.